February 2011
“I don’t want what I need. What I need hates me”
One a.m. thoughts
Why’d you do it? Why did you try. We coulda been good as friends once again. But no, you wanted to talk. As if that would change anything. You kissed me and sweetly threatened for me to not talk to any other guy. Yet ten minutes ago you said you had her on the side. She’s never going to fill your heart the way I can.I’m everything and shes maybe a quarter of that. She may give...
Truth.
Everything you do to me scars me for the next person, the way you don’t trust me translates into me second guessing and over analyzing the simple things. The way we cant talk translates into me being truthful and heartfelt with only myself. The way you don’t change translates into me not giving second chances cause whats the point, my whole life I’ve tried and tried again. Yet...
